May 15, 2023
Not too bad. It was more stressful when I tried it the first time. I knew it hadn't harmed me the first time, so I hoped that upping the dose would prove equally fine. And I was deciding how far to push it as I went, based on perceived risk and side-effects.
When my husband took note of my logins, he laughed. We weren't expecting me to die, but just covering all possible eventualities. I wouldn't have done it if I'd thought the likelihood of death was high.