I totally get this. I'm reluctant to go too deep on Medium. I know those stories can do well, but they also get criticism. The one occasion when I wrote about my darkest time and what helped me, someone accused me of toxic gaslighting. Charming. I guess the point being, they thought what helped me wouldn't help everyone. So I shouldn't share. I haven't touched on that again. I eventually deleted part of the story. It's hard to expose your inner demons when people are itching to shut you down.