Buster left??? Really!!!! I didn't know that. I wonder what happened. If there's anything going on.

I leap from feeling defeated to optimistic in the space of a day on here.

Right now, I'm trying to get magazine work and hitting brick walls. The whole industry is depressingly shrinking, and I honestly looked at my spreadsheets last week and thought I should go and get a proper job! Or retire.

The minimum wage has risen to £12.20ph and I don't get anything like that. Seriously, it makes me think what the hell am I doing?